Lies

Nothing seems to get loud enough

In the filth of this sphere

The songs of more adjusted people

Whine away their air time
as quickly as they can

failure seeps into the fractures of my glass heart

-Because the arson of you actions turned everything to ash

Drowning out all the creativity

That was tediously set up like the countless dominoes

Loving each ounce of energy that dissolves in that repetitive sound

"Why yes, we’re friends."

friends in the way that a clear-cut forest regrows.

We are friends.

-in the way that we heal but never forget

As the treble of your distraught voice

screaming out against the rising desert sun
that instills the schism 

where my diligence burned the sky

scorches the earth

bringing the darkness asunder in coils of hate

-to the effect that, I followed the trail of feathers

to where that ethereal creature carried our bird

After some kind of forced seduction-

And found nothing but death

-the truth is; I hated it

 with pride and shame

from behind the mutual mask we have shared

in the dark rooms where the phantoms dance without restraint

where perceived evil is the masquerade

hiding an utterly malevolent psyche

-because I want someone that has burned inside as I have

Who knows the power of their own hands

And is not afraid of exercising the might of their heart

-because I thirst for it more than anything

But cannot make the first step in any direction

As she has fallen barren and is not sustainable without

Fame. and wealth. and power. 

Clawing at herself telling everyone to let her out

-what I mean is that the apathy is suffocating

a void that cannot sustain or collapse

And reverts into the lithopedion that it began as

Nothing can be the same

people put an end to the charade

                -to the effect that I am sick of being surrounded by disease

As they play up their self-worth believing that they have anything like what you and I had

                -what I mean, is that I miss aspects of everything but would never want any of them back 
taking solace in the ability to more through the dark the future gets brighter and brighter in the setting sun